It’s the equinox tonight. The celebration of a world in balance. The celebration of the death needed before the process of rebirth can begin. So many things have died, I feel the need to mourn tonight, and then follow the direction of rebirth. Out into the light.

Some days I have these feelings that somewhere, sometime I missed something that I could have done better. Better in some unspecified way of course. Morally? Emotionally? Ethically? I’m just not the most reliable person at the moment I guess.

Help, I need somebody Help, not just anybody Help, you know I need someone, help When I was younger (So much younger than) so much younger than today (I never needed) I never needed anybody’s help in any way (Now) But now these days are gone (These days are gone), I’m not so self assured … Read More

I honestly don’t think I’m making particularly good judgements at the moment. About anything. I feel like I’m desperately trying to make everything ok for – well pretty much anyone excluding myself. I really appreciate everyone who has come round and hugged me or talked to me or listened to me rant and everyone who … Read More

Is, that there is no place to go on except on. Doesn’t matter why, doesn’t matter what mistakes we make, ultimately we are the ones who have to live with them. The only thing to do is to keep walking. Mishes bounce, why do we bounce? There are no other options.