I really hate the word ‘compersion’ it smacks of being a word that isn’t exactly real and thus I hate the word itself. The feeling that it is trying to explain though, I’m so glad that there’s a word for it. I have struggled to explain myself, my feelings when I see my lovers, friends, … Read More

So what’s it like to live with me oh dearest Jellicle Cat? ‘It’s like living with a fourteen year old girl who’s education has entirely consisted of pornography and the internet.’ Oh… right, that’s what it’s like then!

So, on Tuesday I ran away from home. It was great! More specifically this wonderful man that I live with (the Jellicle Cat for those of you not keeping up) told me last week that he reckoned I needed some Mish time and should go away for a couple of days. If you’re surprised that … Read More

Here’s to love, a glass raised, to that first look you got at the person you were destined to spend the rest of your days with. Because, whoever you’ve fallen in love with ‘in love’ transcends time. From the moment you first breathed them in to the moment you breathe your last breath out, they’ll … Read More

Now just add apprehension to the disconnection. In some ways it feels like I’ve been prepped and readied and have said my goodbyes. I don’t actually mean that as melodramatically as it may sound. Funny, I felt really external on Monday, now it’s Tuesday and I feel… distinctly nervous.