So…meditation and trance states. I have a certain amount of experience with the latter and a little with the former. Or do I? The problem is really the term ‘trance state’ and also the percieved intention behind ‘meditation’, yes I know I’m over-using the rabbit ears, bear with me do. Eastern and Western ways of … Read More

Coco de Mer have a new website. One day I will have the money to fit my bedroom out in boudoirish stuff from there. Shrine to the beautiful glories of sex, or something.

Well I’ve been roughly speaking exhausted all weekend due to prop making and the hefty physical labour of gardening as well as some emotional scratches that have me, well, puzzled to be honest. On top of all this Saturday night dreamt about a friend raping me and castrating himself very graphically in apology and last … Read More

Spent all weekend making props for the YS. I’m exhausted. Possibly also dehydrated but lets hope not. Blue Eyes rang today to let me know that his younger brother’s girlfriend dropped a sprog yesterday so he has to head home next weekend. I was kind of hoping to see him at the party, on the … Read More

I am in such a good mood today. Started the day at 5am with a hangover but got a massive shot of endorphins a little while later. Instead of spending the morning in useful endeavour I had a bath and drank a lot (LOT) of water. Went along to my job, which I love and … Read More