So I woke up again today, actually feeling like I’d had a goodnight’s sleep for the first time in a while. Also, no nightmares! I think…but then I thought that yesterday too.
I made a pot of coffee and found myself flinching when I turned the kettle on – no memory of a nightmare you understand just the notion that what if I’m enjoying this too much…what if…
But no, nothing so far, just subconcious flinches and ducking everytime I reach out for something.