There is no sky bigger than this one. No sky in the world bigger than this one. My Mum has been redecorating the house again. Her preference is a variety of different shades of beige. The new carpet in the landing and hallway is very comfortable – but it’s still beige. The doors are nice, … Read More

Woke up one morning half asleep With all my blankets in a heap And yellow roses scattered all around The time was still approaching For I couldn’t stand it anymore Some marigolds upon my eiderdown I’m just sitting watching flowers in the rain Feel the power of the rain making the garden grow I’m just … Read More

Nabbed from Princess Lex 20 Years Ago, I… 1… was excited because it was September and I was at school… sad aren’t I?;) 2… Had or was about to pass my 10 metres swimming badge. 3… Was refusing to wear skirts. Ever. 15 Years Ago, I… 1… Was confused about why all the other girls … Read More

Home again! I love my Go playing geek of a boyfriend. (Most)

And the balance point has been passed. The nights get longer now. Throw yourself into the night, the quest becomes less corporeal now. Now, move, assert control over the night, we have given and we have taken and we are what we are and we know. Push, pull, move along the threads, one and weave, … Read More

It’s the equinox tonight. The celebration of a world in balance. The celebration of the death needed before the process of rebirth can begin. So many things have died, I feel the need to mourn tonight, and then follow the direction of rebirth. Out into the light.

Some days I have these feelings that somewhere, sometime I missed something that I could have done better. Better in some unspecified way of course. Morally? Emotionally? Ethically? I’m just not the most reliable person at the moment I guess.

Help, I need somebody Help, not just anybody Help, you know I need someone, help When I was younger (So much younger than) so much younger than today (I never needed) I never needed anybody’s help in any way (Now) But now these days are gone (These days are gone), I’m not so self assured … Read More

I honestly don’t think I’m making particularly good judgements at the moment. About anything. I feel like I’m desperately trying to make everything ok for – well pretty much anyone excluding myself. I really appreciate everyone who has come round and hugged me or talked to me or listened to me rant and everyone who … Read More

Is, that there is no place to go on except on. Doesn’t matter why, doesn’t matter what mistakes we make, ultimately we are the ones who have to live with them. The only thing to do is to keep walking. Mishes bounce, why do we bounce? There are no other options.