Repetition/Cycle

I’ve done it again. I’m unwell, hence off the radar for numerous people. If I’m honest I haven’t been right in weeks. If I’m honest the first day I woke with a headache should’ve been the one I took off school. But it wasn’t so I was struck down, after the hayfever hit, with some … Read More


Displays

Kocho-sensei (Headmaster) has just come up to me for the fourth time this week to tell me ‘Sunny isn’t it.’ This is a total improvement on Monday’s ‘Cloudy ne?’ (‘Cloudy isn’t it’ in English/Japanese mixture). I am so chuffed. This is entirely down to the display on the first years corridor on Weather. I didn’t … Read More



I Feel So At Home

I have been saying for years now that I’m allergic to home, that would be a little village on the Lincolnshire Wolds where Tennyson’s brother used to be vicar. When I’m at home my excema flares up, my asthma decides it’s been ignored for too long and as for hayfever, the dry yet dripping red … Read More


Fuck Laura Mulvey

My name is Mish and I am a feminist. I have not had a feminist rant in 3 weeks and 3 days….my name is Mish and I have a problem. My problem is not that I am a feminist, as a feminist I believe that women should be accorded equal status to men. I see … Read More


The Japanese…

Make certain assumptions about us foreigners. The most amusing one to date has got to be that I’m British, so obviously I shall have every single Beatles song known to man sitting around at my apartment… This caused panic, until my boyfriend introduced me to the wonders of WinMX, ah the ease of the download…nah … Read More


Bleeding Again

I’ve decided, my biology is fucked. Thats all there is to it. It is not usual female body behaviour to be bleeding again, this soon after my last period…on the other hand it does seem to have stopped hurting (and thank fuck we don’t have the floods of last time). The sakura is still beautiful … Read More


Quel Surprise!

Your Inner European is French! Smart and sophisticated. You have the best of everything – at least, *you* think so. Who’s Your Inner European?


Why am I a woman?

Could someone please explain to my ovaries and womb that after the bleeding has stopped the pain is supposed to as well. Have spent majority of my day clutching my desk and trying not to overdose on the happy pills (Buferin). My back frankly feels as through someone is trying to pull and stretch everysingle … Read More


Shitty Shitty Panickstricken Weekend

It seems somehow wrong to be longing for the slow pace of work on Monday morning rather than exulting in a weekend. However this weekend did not go to plan… and how! So went to see the cutest creature in the world (Kore) on Friday, honestly Skimble and I are acting like a lesbian couple … Read More