Had a really horrible dream last night and didn’t sleep at all well. It started with a whole group of my friends and fellow roleplayers gathering in some house over the summer for a weekend of roleplay and then it flashed forward to the end where I was alone in a room with Man A. … Read More

So, I like to try and play characters who are smarter than I am. As tonight, this is often frustrating since when I think I’ve been really clever it often turns out I haven’t been. Lisa politicked with everyone she thought mattered and had business deals going with most everyone else…well…except for that one NPC … Read More

So, I have a hobby called roleplaying. I like to do table-top roleplay and live roleplay (called LARP). There are a lot of different terms in roleplay and these cause a bit of a problem of understanding between different groups of roleplayers. The existence of different terms and words feed into how roleplaying itself is … Read More

I am quite stressed out at the moment. I’ve taken on too much basically so it is all my own fault. I’m not sad but my responses at the moment seem to be taking the routes of anxiety and panic. So I’m going to be letting people down all over the shop until I get … Read More

I mean seriously, when you come down to it, isn’t it all much the same? Or at the very least gender is imposed by social pressures – outside in rather than inside out? I think so sometimes. Then I’m forced to remember that actually – no, it’s not solely social notions of gender norms that … Read More

So when does polite become friendly? More to the point when does polite to someone you dislike become two-faced?

So I don’t feel too bad about having to attend Dark Side late next weekend. This weekend I headed down to Warrington to see Lady Byron and go out clubbing with her and the Beautiful Furness Barmaid who I haven’t seen since I was at university. It was nice catching up with Lady B in … Read More

I’m having a good day, I felt a little like I was drowning on Monday, posted a blog entry about it and was rewarded by having several life-vests thrown at me from a variety of directions. Sure, I’m not suddenly entirely back to normal but I’m still swimming and afloat and with all you wonderful … Read More

This does get explicit towards the end I like being tied up. Now I’ve posted before about not being vanilla but until recently I wouldn’t have described myself as particularly kinky. However, something someone said about sex got me thinking. Is it vanilla sex when you just jump on each other, do it and then … Read More

Life is getting on top of me and I’m not really sure what to do about it. I’m hugely concious of letting people down and interfereing in people’s happiness – and yeah, by happiness I mean spoiling their roleplaying/giving my opinions on their life/not being reliable. I can’t seem to get my stress levels down … Read More