Woke up this morning and felt, not better exactly but certainly more myself. I’m putting this down to a combination of gardening and reading Joyce Grenfell’s biography. Feeling miserable is probably something pretty inevitable when it comes to having been unemployed for this long – it’s been pointed out that I’ve been employed since I … Read More

Munchkin Cthulhu plus Yellow Sign Meeting. Apparently my love of Jackie Chan movies makes me a good girlfriend. I’m feeling pretty much incapable of anything at the moment.

Am writing. Am worried about practically everyone I know, my brain just won’t settle on me, apart from stuff I’ve done wrong of which it seems to have an inexhaustable list. I know that this is utterly stupid but I can’t think straight and my brain is looping into patterns I don’t like.

I’m very much swampwards, moreso than when I lived on Avondale. I’ve been heading here for a while now, I think it’s going to take me a while to get centred (I like the phrase, I’m stealing it). If I have appointments with you and I’m late then please kick me. If I don’t, then … Read More

So, it comes to something when you’re having a conversation with a pretty girl and thinking, huh, if you were gay I’d think you were interested and so be flirting. Then you find out she is in fact bi and kick yourself. In anycase my faulty gaydar aside I had it really hammered home quite … Read More

Finding it a real struggle to maintain any sort of dignity when it comes to people. Fighting a desperate urge to say ‘what’s wrong with me?’ to everyone I meet. Writing, some. Mostly lacking any sort of belief in my getting a job, theres just something about me, you know. The plumber has apparently managed … Read More

Because they are there. RIP Sir Edmund Hillary “…never look down.”

Chasing Cars Three job rejections today. I quite like this song. We’ll do it all Everything On our own We don’t need Anything Or anyone If I lay here If I just lay here Would you lie with me and just forget the world? I don’t quite know How to say How I feel Those … Read More

I operate a open invite policy, if I have invited you but your best friend has somehow been missed, bring them along. Turn up next Saturday afternoon in however much costume you’ve decided on wearing (if you don’t have a theme adopt your friends or just go for the generic Victoriana) and bring a bottle … Read More

So, this morning I was taken by train to Tokyo for a breakfast of cherry coke and smoked salmon and cream cheese on toasted bagels. There I was presented with a beautiful moon necklace that the everso sexy and wonderful Jellicle had made with his own fair hands. In a little while I shall be … Read More