Self-Indulgence

So that was a big long self-indulgent ramble last night. I wonder whether I can explain myself a little more sanely and more concisely. I am not ok. This is obvious, I know it myself, I’m at least attempting some form of self-awareness. Before anyone else starts advocating pills; I am not Depressed, I am … Read More


Circles

Why is it I never say what I mean. Thats three people who think they caused my last entry. Everyone did and no one did. But mostly, I did and I am. I don’t think that people need to travel to feel validated, hell I don’t think I need to travel to feel validated. I … Read More


‘Our Group’

You know what. Last night I went out to dance. I loved it. I had a great time at the Dark Side of the Lune. Had a fucking fantastic time. Part of that was because lots of people were out and I love you all. Everyone who was out last night on the dancefloor part … Read More


Oh Right…

Hmmm… I’ll sort the look of this later. Lets do a meme for now: so, if you woke up in bed with me what would your first thought be?


It lives!

Well the blog should be back up and running now. Although the templates still need a bit of beating to make them go back to how they were.




Moaning

I have two boyfriends who love me very much, a lover who is magic, girlfriends who will listen to my every moan and bitch and other friends coming out of my ears. This is why I should stop moaning. I just wish that on top of my personal life being pretty good I could get … Read More


Is Emo the right word for this?

I’m having a sad day. For the record I don’t feel like I’m particularly good company very often. In fact I often feel as if I’m inflicting myself on people, making them put up with me when I want to be somewhere. I have a history of inflicting myself for too long on people until … Read More


A Weekend Away

I suspect it would be accurate for me to say that I feel as if I’ve actually had two weekends away in paralell as it were. One was utterly amazing and a fantastic holiday, the other was depressing and full of anxiety and stress. I’ll describe the not so good one first so we can … Read More