So that was a big long self-indulgent ramble last night. I wonder whether I can explain myself a little more sanely and more concisely.
I am not ok. This is obvious, I know it myself, I’m at least attempting some form of self-awareness. Before anyone else starts advocating pills; I am not Depressed, I am sad and stressed out. There is any amount of huge difference and, having been Depressed, please allow me to think I know what I’m talking about here.
Certainly large amounts of both previous entries have been projecting hugely. But let me expand a little: I like living life with my eyes open. People here, with their eyes open, they are some of the coolest people I know. But sometimes everyone closes their eyes and everytime someone tells me that they’re sad I say the same things. (Pretty much the same things as I’m saying to myself). You stopped trying, you have no aims of your own, if you don’t live for yourself then your self shrivels up and dies.
Basically I am advocating everyone discovers their true will and acts accordingly. When you know what you want, know who you are and you go for it, then you become happy and are exciting and amazing.
As for myself. Mishes bounce pretty well, I’m down at the moment but I’ll be up soon I’m sure. I am sorry to everyone who thought that the entry was aimed at them. Thats now four of you, it really, really wasn’t aimed at anyone specifically. (Unless you think yourself that you are living life with your eyes closed).