So this meeting that I’ve been kind of dreading wasn’t so bad. Its turned out to be a nice meal in a lovely reastaurant with the BOE officials plus the admin staff and the SMT from all four schoools. Of course the admin ladies from the primary schools are the people who have been the nicest to me since I got here so all in all it wasn’t too bad a night.
Also I got cheered when they found out I liked karaoke and I sang three Beatles songs with various people who were showing off their English skills and then went up and did ‘Too Much Love Will Kill You’ on my own. I still have tommorrow night to get through, which is unfortunately only the chugakko staff but it’ll be ok I know it.
The only disturbing thing from tonight was however, truly truly disturbing. I felt Kasai-sensei’s tummy (she’s pregnant), it’s the first time I have ever felt a pregnant woman’s bump. I want a baby…well no I don’t want a baby actually but I do want to be preganant. Like suddenly I really really want to be pregnant. Which disturbs me greatly, I don’t actually want the kid end result but the physical state of pregnancy I do…I’m putting it down to my cycle which is all out of whack since I came off the pill recently (for the first time in forever).
I’m really hoping that this strange and freakish desire goes away quite soon. (As I suspect are two of my readers) It’s really fucking unnerving me.