After the highs there have to be lows. Otherwise how would we know that they were highs? I’ve often prided myself on being myself and compromising nothing, sometimes I guess I find myself caught in my own hypocrisy. I think I’m trying hard and turns out I’m moving in all the wrong directions and just stressing myself out. I need to learn to be more socially aware, I need to stop hurting people either by careless actions or inactions. I find it increasingly hard to take responsibility for myself and I’m not even close to acting like an adult at twenty-five. I’m sorry to everyone who felt uncomfortable or saddened by my actions over the weekend, I could have done a lot better than I did and looking out across the blogosphere I am made more aware of it.