Calming trancework before a driving lesson…wish me luck on this one guys?

My cousin E who lives in Liverpool (and is the one getting married in December not the one getting married in July) just lost her job. I love her and I’m really sorry that she did, but she lost her teaching job for exactly the same reasons that I lost mine in January ie. the … Read More

Everyone who texted me over the weekend – I have only just got all your messages. I’m sorry I wasn’t out and didn’t meet anyone who asked me to. I simply didn’t receive your invitations. Though, to be honest, I have not really been in a mood for company all weekend. My phone is shit. … Read More

I have worried sometimes this year that I have been stepping occasionally towards a boggy path from some time ago. So far it looks as if that isn’t happening (touching wood) but there is a hell of a lot of background anxiety and the level seems to keep on rising. I don’t think that thres … Read More

I had hoped to pop in to Rabbit Girl’s thing briefly this afternoon, however after a morning of kitchen disasters (we ate mushroom soup rather than pate) and an afternoon of much the same I have to say that I wasn’t really up for it. My mood is all over the place at the moment, … Read More

Some days I just need to write. Somedays what comes out is unutterable tripe. But I do like listening to Badly Drawn Boy as I write. I suggest you go and check out his lyrics instead.

I know that I’m going round in circles over this one and that the people I love and who love me are trying their hardest to help me. I’m sorry that I keep moaning so much about such a little problem when there are really much more things that could have gone wrong. Moaning every … Read More

I’m pretty up and down today. Still haven’t heard from my driving instructor, I was going to ask her if she’d keep teaching me provided I got some practice in other than with her. Of course it doesn’t look as if being able to get that practice is going to happen. Seriously, anyone who has … Read More

Penguin bought me flowers this morning. (My plan to make you all follow Japanese manners continues apace, that’s three people answering the phone ‘moshi-moshi’!) The Jellicle Cat has just book a youth hostel in Ulverston so we can go on a grail quest walking holiday in July. Princess Lex is going to let me feed … Read More

This entry is quite definately going to be on the ‘poor litle me’ side of things. You may want to go and read something else. I advise though, that if this is the case, the something else is not my poetry. So, I’ve been the impractical, useless, suspected liar and general failure in my family … Read More