Few movies terrify me. As in really, I don’t mean make me jump, plenty do that, I mean really fucking SCARE me. In fact I can think of two off the top of my head: The Exorcist Ring Books always always always scare me more than movies. There are too many books that scare the … Read More

This is in response to Jo’s question a couple of days ago ‘The next question is, having identified the problem, jack boots or no, what do we do about it?’. It’s also a thought that was partially blocked up by NanoWrimo and is simply expressed in a quote from Crimson Tide that Miss UD uses; … Read More

Teaching Good King Wenceslas to adults has occaisionally pained me. Today though I reap my reward. They know the words…kinda! In the Japanese language there is no ‘la’ sound, instead it is ‘ra’ which makes things a little difficult at times. Today the thought was possitted that the page and monarch were going forth through … Read More

Ｉ 　ｒｅｍｅｍｂｅｒ　ａ　ｈｉｓｔｏｒｙ　ｌｅｓｓｏｎ　ｄｕｒｉｎｇ　ｔｈｅ　ｂｅｇｉｎｎｉｎｇ　ｏｆ　ｍｙ　ＧＣＳＥｓ。Ｗｅ　ｗｅｒｅ　 ｌｅａｒｎｉｎｇ　ａｂｏｕｔ　Ｎａｚｉ　Ｇｅｒｍａｎｙ　（ａｇａｉｎ）　ａｎｄ　ｗｅｒｅ　ｄｉｓｃｕｓｓｉｎｇ　ｔｈｅ　Ｙｏｕｔｈ　 Ｍｏｖｅｍｅｎｔｓ　ａｎｄ　ｔｈｅ　Ｙｏｕｔｈ　resistance　ｍｏｖｅｍｅｎｔｓ,　ｌｉｋｅ　ｔｈｅ　Ｅｉｄｅｌｗｅｉｓｓ　 Ｐｉｒａｔｅｓ　ｅｔｃ．　 Ｍｙ　ｈｉｓｔｏｒｙ　ｔｅａｃｈｅｒ　ｓｕｄｄｅｎｌｙ　ａｓｋｅｄ　ｍｅ　ｗｈａｔ　Ｉ　would　ｈａｖｅ　 ｄｏｎｅ　ｉｆ　Ｉ　ｈａｄ　ｌｉｖｅｄ　ｉｎ　Ｎａｚｉ　Ｇｅｒｍａｎｙ．　Ａｔ　ｔｈａｔ　ｓｔａｇｅ　ｉｎ　ｍｙ　ｓｃｈｏｏｌ　ｌｉｆｅ　Ｉ　 ｗａｓ　ｓｏｍｅｗｈａｔ　ｋｎｏｗｎ　for　ｂｅｉｎｇ　ａ　ｒｅｂｅｌ　ａｎｄ　ｃａｐａｂｌｅ　ｏｆ　ｇｉｖｉｎｇ　ｌｏｎｇ　 ｄｉａｔｒｉｂｅｓ　ｉｎ　ｈｉｓｔｏｒｙ　ｃｌａｓｓ　from　ａ　ｓｈｏｃｋ－ｈｏｒｒｏｒ！　lｅｆｔ　ｗｉｎｇ　ｐｏｉｎｔ　ｏｆ　ｖｉｅｗ, 　ｗｈｉｃｈ　ｉｎ　ｔｈａｔ　ｐａｒｔｉｃｕｌａｒ　ｓｃｈｏｏｌ　ｗａｓ　ｓｏｍｅｔｈｉｎｇ　ｏｆ　ａｎ　oddity．　Ｗｈｅｎ　ｈｅ　 ａｓｋｅｄ　ｔｈｅ　ｑｕｅｓｔｉｏｎ　Ｉ　ａｍ　ｆａｉｒｌｙ　ｓｕｒｅ　ｈｅ　ｗａｓ　ｃｏｎｆｉｄｅｎｔ　ｏｆ　ｍｙ　ａｎｓｗｅｒ，　’ｓｈｅ

Fucking hell. I don’t believe I made it. I’d written the final scene almost at the beginning but actually getting there. Fucking hell. I feel like I’m dead. I feel like everything has just been wrung out of me. 51667 Fucking hell. I am never doing this again.

There is nothing new under the sun. http://www.somethingpositive.net/ Someone, just end it all now right? Put me out of my misery! I’m a walking frigging stereotype.

Have just found out that Alan Garner aparently wrote adult fantasy too! I have to find a copy and see what it’s like! I love Elidor…Jesus. This is a night for revalations. The world is a cycle and anyone who tells me that its not after today is lying. we dance in the spiderlights and … Read More

My initial response to anything. Anything. Even if I don’t speak the language, am halfway across the world or am quite legitamtely spending my half day off writing NanoWrimo. Oh shit, was it my fault? I really am quite fed up of this. I don’t even speak the same language for Gods sakes. And no … Read More

Q: What colour is most reflective of you? A: Well I like light purple, the colour that is all over my wardrobe…not sure what’s reflective of me, probably green if I’m honest, bright green. Q: How did you get the idea for your journal name? A: Well a long long time ago I set up … Read More

It’s killing me. It’s slowly killing me. Word…count….must…up….word….count….