Trying

Yeah. I’ve got a direction, and I’ve got a dream and I’ve got the most fantastic boyfriend in the entire world. And FJ and M-i-L just made me think maybe I am getting back on my bike so to speak.


Asthma and my Unconcious

I was not very easy to get on with as a child, my temper was usually incredibly frazzled. Sometimes I think I must have just been a horrible little bitch, occaisionally I cut myself some slack and wonder how much of that mean little bitch was down to constantly being itchy and having varying degrees … Read More


Reasons, Seasons, Lifetimes

Oh so that’s what existentialism is. Hmm…yeah, ok, I’ll go with that. So, on Sunday Lexy, FJ and the Jellicle all claimed I was being existential so today, having a small amount of time at work I looked up what existentialism actually is. I wouldn’t say I was an existentialist, but a great deal of … Read More



Quickie Sex

This is probably horrifyingly frank, some people will not want to read this. It’s not just about quickies, it’s about my attitudes to sex in general. Right, (hello Archie), let’s have a think about sex. I really enjoy a good quickie. Now, Cosmopolitan magazine aside (‘rejuvenate your sex life by learning how to excel at … Read More


Lynne Braithwaite R.I.P.

Lynne Braithwaite once gave a talk for UniQ at Lancaster Uni, it was amazing and there’s no way I could ever forget that talk. The obituary over on The Angels does more justice than I ever could and her diaries are amazing. An amazing person passed away yesterday and I’ll have a drink for her … Read More



Swimming/Thinking

“> Thank you for the days, Those endless days, those sacred days you gave me. Im thinking of the days, I wont forget a single day, believe me. I bless the light, I bless the light that lights on you believe me. And though youre gone, Youre with me every single day, believe me. Days … Read More


‘Where The Fuck Be I?’

The above is a quote from what has been my favourite book for the last (I think) ten years. I started this job in the hopes I’d get some regular money coming in, and be able to help The Jellicle pay for stuff for a little while before going back to my writing. I applied … Read More


Nerves

I have an interview today at 11am. I don’t think I’m going to get it. Partly because my boss added me on Facebook (yes I let him, sod it, if I get the job I get it, maybe thats not an overly professional attitude but I like my boss). Partly because I’m not exactly that … Read More