Ok ok I know I know I haven’t updated. I’m busy! I work for this bloody school, the kids couldn’t careless the staff can’t stand me but on the upside only got 11 more working days to go until I’m back at college.
Yes am aware that I moan and so many people in the world have it harder than me. Well sorry but sometimes I need to feel appreciated. And sometimes I feel like nobody could careless what I’m doing. So sorry if I moan too much but I hate this. I am not a teacher, I’m just not patient enough, hard-working enough or committed enough. Newsflash: Mish wants a life that she enjoys and working a twelve hour day doing a rewardless task for people who couldn’t careless is not a life I want thankyou very much.
I want to do a job that actually matters to somebody, anybody, one person somewhere. One where at the end of the week, or month, or year someone might actually turn around and say yes you’ve worked hard ‘thankyou’. A job where I could look back and say ‘I did this’. I want a life,not a drudgery sorry if this seems selfish to you all or naieve or whatever but I’m going to try my damnedest to get what I want and I am aware that this may end with me dieing penniless somewhere in Spain (anybody get the quote?) but right now that seems like a better future than getting up and teaching, not haveing time to spend with my friends, not knowing what half of them are doing because I never see them, have contact with them and am fully aware that my grasp of the english language is going rapidly downhill because I only ever spend significant time with eleven year olds!
The Cthulu was fantastic my Favourite Uncle, the Alcoholic, Sweetie, BS et al did a fine job and everyone who came….oh they were magnifiscent! Even my Warder was soooo fiinnnne playing my fiance! Now that was a fun dance!
Mainly I guess I’m pissed off at whoever the stupid fucker was who planned Todays broadcast this morning. Nobody wants to listen to pro-lifers claiming that breast cancer is a reason for their cause as they wake up.