So tonight I cried about a close friend dying. Don’t feel sorry about me, a close friend of mine hasn’t died. An NPC friend of my roleplaying character Suzanne has.
I was taken by surprise as to how much I am invested in this character, I mean I knew I was, but when I heard that Larry, Suzanne’s bodyguard, was dead, as in beyond repair (he’s a clockwork) I felt her world being rocked. I felt the ground fall out from beneath her feet.
I can’t believe I actually cried.
I can’t believe how much I am going to miss Larry.
It was a very intense roleplaying session tonight/today/whenever. We got very into character, or at least I did. Suzanne can be very cold at times. She got badly beaten up again tonight. Heading off to Chicago General after M-i-L freaked her the fuck out.