Grail Quester Notice

In what may be related or unrelated I have been invited to explore Elfhame (by a hawk, a stoat and a pig). Last night I dreamt of the Wounded King. This is delving far more into the Christian version of things that I was expecting but wisdom was given me and it was very important, … Read More


The Pearl Necklace

So the Lace&Steel game I’m running this term at LURPS was supposed to be somewhat toned down a notch (sex speaking) from the last one I ran at LURPS, it had stats for size of male genitalia and shagging skills and all the rest of it. This one doesn’t. However, for some reason it doesn’t … Read More


Of Pedestals, Princes and Things

I was talking some time ago about why I dislike being admired. Thats not strictly true, I love compliments and general admiration because I am incredibly vain and basically up myself. But there is something about people admiring qualities that they percieve in me that puts me on edge, especially when friends do it. I … Read More


Social Ability

I have the social ability of an eight year old. Really. I can’t keep track of what people should know. This is behind my honesty is the best policy thing. But then when I forget that people should know things or I forget to tell people things I get confused and upset and concerned. Usually … Read More


Parties

I really like giving parties and planning them but I’ve never really had one that got planned with someone else before. Hence I’m really excited about Mother-In-Law’s birthday bash in a couple of weeks. We’ve been planning it for so long and it stands a chance of being seriously seriously fine! Plus we made invites … Read More


Periods And Pills

Yeah this entry is probably TMI for most people. There may well be graphic details. So, I love my pill, I really do. I never realised quite how weird it seems to be that it makes me horny rather than totally kills my sex drive. Then I started talking to other girls. However, it seems … Read More


Off Day

Somedays I guess small grey bubbles just flutter through the weave of life, like the gold ones do. I got greyed, I am feeling better now than I was earlier. Not really in the mood for company or stuff, but I am now and ready to head off to the pub and hopefully a bit … Read More



Tired

When we were young our future was so bright The old neighborhood was so alive And every kid on the whole damn street Was gonna make it big and not be beat Now our neighborhood’s cracked and torn The kids are grown up but their lives are worn How can one little street Swallow so … Read More


Muddy Despondancy

Fridays can be wonderful or they can be total killers. Today was not a good Friday. Fridays I go to the library and look at the jobs section of TES. For the past few weeks there have been lots and lots of art teaching positions, just none around here, or at least none around here … Read More