Well, that’s it. I have made it through my first Father’s Day without Dad. No phonecall home asking him how his beer was or to tell him that it was also the Summer Solstice today and some vaguely pagan words and vague descriptions of the Litha ritual I did.
To be honest I think that’s why I did the Litha ritual yesterday and also why I was so insistent on staying up for the sunset and sunrise, that way I spent most of today asleep and not conscious of what I wasn’t doing.
There’s been a certain amount of comfort eating, I ordered a Chinese and teased my sister about eggs over facetime. Then much Minecraft without too much thought.
I miss Dad.