I slept all day, my body thinks it’s out of the woods obviously…shame it isn’t really. Still a week of assessment left and I could fuck it all up even now. I’m in such a wierd mood. Jumpy and strange and just fucking wierd. Everything keeps replaying in my head and dancing about. I’m so … Read More

All I want in life’s a little bit of love to take the pain away Getting strong today, a giant step each day I’ve been told only fools rush in, only fools rush in But I don’t believe, I don’t believe- I could still fall in love with you I will love you till I … Read More

The dangers of writing lesson plans late at night are the typos that crep into your work. On the other hand I managed to get other paperwork pretty much sorted out, ie. the JET program stuff seems to be going ok. I just need to find out why I don’t have flight details when I … Read More

How to make a Mish Ingredients: 5 parts success 3 parts humour 5 parts ego Method:Layer ingredientes in a shot glass. Top it off with a sprinkle of fitness and enjoy! Username: Personality cocktailFrom Go-Quiz.com

Got to school and Wonderwoman’s first comment to me was, ‘You had a good weekend didn’t you?’…it was, admittedly a reaction based largely on my eyes, which were the size of golf balls this morning and oozing horribly (my hayfever has attacked with ferocity!) Now, her reasoning was faulty but I did have a damn … Read More

… and I’m doing a Cthulhu game tommorow? Interesting. There was a period in the second year of university near the begginning when I would feel guilty about not sleeping with someone. But I am not a courtesan ready to entertain whomsoever is suggested to me, I’m no whore employed for everyone to enjoy, and … Read More

Cthulhu Cthulhu Cthulhu….any minute now I’m gonna start chanting about Hastur, oh well Carcosa here I come…I am so tired. And tonight; exactly the same thing on the menu. At least I don’t have to teach 9A on Saturday! Nothing more to report except that this site is being a pain again, apparently it’s down … Read More

‘I feel as though I was of some elder race left here by mistake’…. Someone told me recently that when I left Lancaster the morality rate would go up; I’m not so sure that that was fair, but then they were only teasing. There is a certain love for decadence which seems to be a … Read More

Overslept today. The alarm got reset yesterday and I forgot about it so woke today, feeling very refreshed actually, about a quarter of an hour after I was supposed to be in school. So much for me being careful with money this month (I’m having to spend two months in Japan before I get my … Read More

And only fifteen days left in school; my Observation is in three days time, my paperwork isn’t quite in order and I’m hoping that I’m not staring into some dark abyss of yawing failure. I can stick it out for fifteen more days. Errant Wanderer keeps coming back for my art lessons, I can be … Read More