I have not always, in every aspect of my life, lived passionately. Indeed, my passions scare me at times particularly those aimed at the artistic side of my life. Yet this is not why I worry other people, or why other people think I’m slightly odd. That all seems to stem from the ways I … Read More

Right now I should be waiting for the gesso to dry on Cornish Bloke’s kitchen wall. I’m not. Anyone present at the murder mystery last night knows how bad my asthma currently is. It feels like I’m in the bloody Green County not Castle Moon. In Castle Moon I can do sodding anything, not be … Read More

The title is a bit unfair I do admit but as I have remarked in the past, I’d rather get in first with that one. My outlook on life in general and sex in particular is well open to mis-interpretation, I know this, I’ve had to come to terms with the fact that occaisionally people … Read More

OK. Theres a new competition gone up on my competition page. Send me a poem (max 500 words) on the subject of New Beginnings and, if you win in the open vote I’ll paint your poem for you. The prize-giving for the last competition will be held sometime in February in the guise of a … Read More

I am so going to win that bet. Easiest twenty I ever made.

I don’t deserve sympathy. I’m in tonight rather than down the pub because any sort of smokey atmosphere on top of these lungs is going to cause problems. To be frank the notion of walking up the hill in the cold is not striking me as a pleasant one either. I feel like someone stuffed … Read More

Not because I went out first of the poker game tonight. Because I fucking smoked. I have asthma. It has been very bad recently. FFG was not happy with me. I haven’t had one since school. I am so stupid stupid stupid. Feel free to rant at me. Or read the ramble below. Any which … Read More

This is the big Love ramble. Not up for it? (Word of Warning it developed into being a Mish Theory on Life.) Read some lyrics instead because falling in love for an eternal moment is as perfect as something which lasts years: Ladies and gentlemen we are floating in space All I want in lifes … Read More

Today I applied for a position at Lancaster and Morecambe college which I am sure I applied for last August. On the bus home from town (it was raining!) I came up with the most stupendous idea for a Lace&Steel one shot (with the Valentines LURPS things in mind). Prisoner of Zenda on the High … Read More

THE LETTER A: Are you available? Maybe, if me and my boyfriends think you’re nice. What is your age?: 25 What annoys you?: Apathy. THE LETTER B: Do you live in a big house?: I live in two very nice sized houses but they are both FULL! When is your birthday?: January 6th Who is … Read More