I remember when I was very small and my Mum used to give me Calpol. Not Calpol Six Plus but actual real Calpol; the pink stuff that was hideously sugary. It tasted good. Soon as I became six…well no really as soon as my sister became six all medecine started tasting horrible. Soon as my … Read More

I fell in love again. I’m really not very good at this, I wonder if anyone is or if it’s just me that wanders through life cocking up. This is the third time I’ve fallen and not noticed, well at least last time I noticed as I was falling and managed to clamber out of … Read More

I’m not sure where I stand on the subconcious. I had a conversation this morning in which I stated a belief I’ve held for a while now and then couldn’t explain why I’ve held onto this belief except for the feelings I had, which presumably came from my subconcious. Having said that I don’t really … Read More

FoxyJonno laughedat me a while back and told me I had a vocation to escape from. I wasn’t so sure I agreed with him about calling my wanting to be a teacher a vocation, now I rather think it is. But can I do it? I love the teaching that they have so far allowed … Read More

So I got on a plane on Saturday and left the country. I went to Paris where I befriended several Australians (or was ambushed and kidnapped by them there was very little difference) ended up doing all sorts of brilliant and highly enjoyable things and then came home. I feel a hell of a lot … Read More

I went to see Kill Bill the other day. I enjoyed it. I didn’t expect to, I hasten to add, not because I haven’t enjoyed Tarantino’s other movies (in fact now I come to think of it I usually go towards Tarantino with a similar mindset of ‘I don’t think I’m gonna like this’) but … Read More

The more observant may have noticed that I’ve been ill for about a week. I’m feeling better now, although of course now I have too much to write about. Where do I start? The death of a hamster? The birth of a rumour? My love of melodrama in any given situation? The death of Satre, … Read More

I felt happy earlier and now am sad. I’m not sure why. I’ve had a very relaxing day, and then I made a very large roast which will transmogrify into a vegetable stew tommorrow. And I had a fun time playing Mokey Ball with my housemates (I’m really bad at it but not as bad … Read More

Oops been away for a while! Been sorting out strange problems and dilemma. You know my warder suggested tossing a dice…so I did, I realised I’d got the wrong result. So that meant I’d known what I wanted to do all along. Which was a quite a happy thing. I’m working in a group at … Read More

Oh my God I just saw Oli! My darling wonderful gorgeous Oli! Who ok. was not the perfection to live with I may be making him out to sound like but I have missed him! Someone who was totally separate from all the other shit in my life, somebody who was ok to listen to … Read More