Not My Swamp

I think I might be Depressed. But that doesn’t feel right to be honest, I feel somehow dissociated from my own self. None of this feels like The Swamp, I’ve been managed my own Depression pretty well and this doesn’t feel right.

My willpower is pretty shot right now, I know that I have excess cortisol and my hormone levels are wacky so I’m not sure if that could be making me feel so completely out of whack. It’s not new enough for me to think that it’s the ADHD meds. I don’t feel like myself, like I occasionally do but I’m very very off, like I have someone else’s Depression and I’m not sure what to do about it.

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