I’m running away. You’ve got six monthes and I’m out of here. I almost take leafs out of Last NS’ book. But can’t quite… I’m tired. I spent the day wandering around a freezing cold forest full of sculptures, the forecast was snow…and it kept on snowing…in bursts…all day. I think on some level the … Read More

I seem to be in a stampy feet sort of mood. I don’t wanna go to school next week. I don’t wanna! I got another rejection letter. This earching for work lark, considering people keep complaining that this country is short of teachers seems to be harder than I was expecting…in that I thought I … Read More

I am sat in this classroom; I thought that todays workshop would be helpful. It is a workshop called web design. I have already designed my website and launched it onto the net, no I’m not going to tell you where, its a small and bouncy thing which shows my grinning mugshot (actually a better … Read More

I exist. I exist. I exist. I am here. (and here and here) floating amongst the spider lights and reaching out, in between all the tangles of light that reach out to me; and reaching out with my own light to them, and between them, and forging new threads of spider light until the whole … Read More

Frankly I didn’t think I’d get to my lecture this morning. I’ve been working late into the night most evenings this week and normally (since about last year anyway) I can’t cope with this level of sleep deprivation. Also I thought that I’d end up finding yet something else I hadn’t done on this assignment … Read More

We’re surrounded by air. It wraps us in its gentle, soft embrace that is so soft we hardly even notice unless it runs past us, knocking into us, pushing us about. Mostly though its there and it wraps itself around us and into us, tasting us, extending itself down our throats, into our mouths and … Read More

I used to quite like the karma voting option on my blog; people voting negatively if they didn’t like the entry and positively if the converse were true. Just recently I’ve had a lot of negative karma, various things I’ve been saying, actually most of what I’ve been saying lately has been stuff that people … Read More

I rejected lovers before, On grounds so insubstantial, The three words that they had to say, I was well on my way. Becoming alone, becoming enthroned, in my eternally there, Mish Philosophy. And now? Still there, the words: Don’t Faint, Don’t Fall, Don’t Crack, written in pages flicking in my head, but I fainted of … Read More

I have been happy for the past few days; really happy, I’ve been making things and sculpting things again. I’ve been so enjoying making art that I’ve wanted to share how happy and how wonderful it is to make things with my housemates, I’ve made my sculptures in the kitchen I’ve been so enjoying spending … Read More

Most people I know, or at any rate a lot, do not consider me to be a hugely moral person: immoral at worst, amoral at best, capricious comes somewhere in the middle. I have always considered myself to be moral, in that I have a definate moral system (admittedly sometimes that moral system consists of … Read More