Tag Archives: suicide

Self Diagnosis

(Content Warning – talking about mental health and self diagnosis, specifically mentioning ADHD, ASD, CPTSD, Depression also referencing suicide ideation) I keep seeing pro-self-diagnosis and vehemently anti self diagnosis things up on Facebook, Twitter and TikTok, hell The Comic Satyr even referenced me in their tweet about it. Originally I was very pro-self-diagnosis because there’s … Read More



Group Therapy

Last year I had a traumatic experience. I had more than one if I want to get granular but honestly since seeing the girl who attempted suicide I feel like all the negatives in my life have been turned up to eleven. Realistically what’s happening is I feel like everything is more negative and I … Read More



Suicide is Painless

(Content Warning – Discussion of Suicide, Suicidal Ideation, Suicide in a LARP context) I was on such a high after that LARP. Because of course I ended on what has on occaision been lovingly referred to as a Mish Special (this one didn’t really deserve that, it was very low-key). I had forgotten the utter … Read More


Death and Me

Content Warning: Suicide Ideation, methodology Today I got another one of my LARP characters killed off. As a result of my ill health I’m struggling to play energetic characters, it started with Teacher Peema Holy in Horizon as I discovered low physical activity and a lot of politicking equals more energy spend than a physical … Read More